The title says it all. Struggling to find purpose. Feeling like there has to be something more. I used to have such a huge purpose-- being pregnant and being a mom and loving Kaleb. Now I'm not going to be a mother. Now I'm just a teacher. And a wife. And what's my purpose? What else do I need to be doing? God is nagging me. Or maybe my emptiness is just nagging me. Making me feel unsettled. Maybe it is God. Maybe it's the devil. How can I tell right now??
I had so much purpose 2 weeks ago. But now I don't. Do you want me to be doing something God? If you want me to be doing something, tell me!! Show me!! Give me a sign!!! Give me the confidence. I need to live boldly huh? Live boldly for you. But what should I be doing?? Do you have something more for me to use me? If so, use me up!! Use me!!
I had so much purpose 2 weeks ago. But now I don't. Do you want me to be doing something God? If you want me to be doing something, tell me!! Show me!! Give me a sign!!! Give me the confidence. I need to live boldly huh? Live boldly for you. But what should I be doing?? Do you have something more for me to use me? If so, use me up!! Use me!!