I'm tired of crying. My body is tired. My face is tired of being wet with tears and salt. My eyes burn. Today was a hard day. Thought the blood was going away yesterday, and today I woke up with a puddle. Sobbed my eyes out right when I woke up. Sobbed out of anger, bitterness, and frustration. Just so mad that I'm still dealing with this, and that things can't just get easier right now. I'm a walking bundle of emotions everywhere I go. At school, every person who gives me a hug, or touches my shoulder makes me uncontrollably tear up. I sobbed to the Speech Teacher who is also my friend. I feel like I'm a child again. I'm so vulnerable. Just starting to feel tired. Tired of all these emotions.
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